i am so depressed i wanna end this. the only thing stopping me is the fact that you dont care anyways
“…Once before, that woman led you into temptation - and you sinned. Aren’t you afraid of what she may do to you a second time?”
you can love me hate me miss me talk to me ignore me leave me generally feeling indifferent about me. i dont give a fuck. unless you actually really start to care about me. its just gonna be the same old shit.
you are just not a very nice person are you? i have given up trying to figure out how your mind works. you are either just a massive user or you are insane. or both. are you fucking nuts talking to me about your bf. what is this shit, trying to condition me so one day it will be okay for you to talk to me about anyhing you want, even the stuff i hate? are you fucking out of your mind. or you just dont care about how i feel at all. prob both ey? coz everything is about you and you can just use people as long as that makes you happy. or you just wanna see if i still care so you know how much more you can hurt me coz i was a jerk to you? and the way you treat your ‘friends’. you are one of the worst human being i have ever met but gotta give credit to you tho. you get away with doing all that. but you make me sick. i dont see you as my friend. i dont trust you. and i dont want anything to do with you. i wish i have never met you. i hope we become strangers and you would stop speaking to me. for good. and i get to forget everything about you someday.
you said he is crazy. i think you two deserve each other. have a good life.
in the end i have left a way for you to find me if you need to. but that’s just because i made a promise to always be there.
its over. i am done. whatever. i ll keep my distance from now on. until you become a stranger to me.
i was thinking of you wondering how you are :)
but then i realized we are not even that close anymore and you are just someone i used to know. you have no idea how much i have missed you for the past few months and you have moved on and found happiness.
argh. i hope i fall in love again.
one day. i will have a nice day with a nice girl. and i wont think about you anymore.
sometimes i wonder what would my life be like if i never got on that junk boat. but then i remember. i was happy at one point.
(Source: fruitstyles)
